Moment #36

 

 

My acceptance letter. The first time I received the news that I've been accepted as a student in UKM, I feel relieved. Phew. At last. Something to 'cheer' me up after quite a few months being in a depressed mood.

 

It's not something that I'm looking forward to. And it's certainly not filled with eagerness nor excitedness. It's just feel like, I have to do this. I just have to. Not much left of a choice.

 

So done with packing and off we went to Bangi, Malaysia. Reached my hostel and again, have to coaxed myself. This is where I'm going to spent my 3 years. That time I was wishing, time please go quick! I can't wait to graduate! I still do, and alhamdulillah I've graduated even though it's not official yet.

 

Looking at the newbies and freshies of UKM 2014 intake, there is a tinge of jeolousy. This university is their choice. This is where they want to further their studies. This is where they want to be. Thus scoring and studying should not be an obstacle for them. Having fun and upgrading themselves with new skills, experiences are certainly not a task. I believe to them, this is the moment that they have been waiting for. Do study hard, have fun and reach for the stars aitez! ;)

 

Alhamdulillah.

I'm done with my task.

Despite of all the 'inner hardships and struggles' that I have to go through.

 

True what Allah has said, "...and it may be that you dislike a thing while it is good for you, and it may be that you love a thing while it is evil for you, and Allah knows, while you do not know.".

 

Guess it's true.

=)

 

UKM is not my choice of university. I apologized for the emotional post. But despite it not being listed among my choice, I still did have fun (more fun that I have expected) and learned millions (trillion and billion) of things! Thank you for all who have transformed me into who I am today. And I'm happy for that alhamdulillah =)